What to do when you feel you need to talk to someone, but you don’t trust anyone, and those you do happen to trust, you have either worn their patience too thin, or you don’t want to wear them down with your constant blithering? When you have a problem, no one really cares, or wants to help. How could they, when they don’t understand, and I am unable to communicate how and what is going on in my head, or body? My mind turns to mush, dark, hazy muddy feelings cloud my brain, and make it hard to think, or be happy.
Oh, how I became unfit for human consumption, and even to be around others.